My Little Beige Diary

Thoughts, feelings, rumblings, doodlings of everyday's life.
It’s a little Chaotic now. Soon, I hope, there’ll be a beautiful rainbow.
It’s a little Unsure now.Soon, I hope, I’ll be certain of what I really want.
It’s a little Depressing now.Soon, I hope, I’ll be smiling like a sunflower.
It’s a little Faithless now.Soon, I hope, I’ll be as strong as the mountains.
It’s a little hopeless now.Soon, I hope, I’ll still be able to find hope.
It’s a little tiring now.Soon, I hope, I’ll be able to rest in paradise.
It’s a little late now.Soon, I hope, I’ll be able to sleep through the night. 

It’s a little Chaotic now. 
Soon, I hope, there’ll be a beautiful rainbow.

It’s a little Unsure now.
Soon, I hope, I’ll be certain of what I really want.

It’s a little Depressing now.
Soon, I hope, I’ll be smiling like a sunflower.

It’s a little Faithless now.
Soon, I hope, I’ll be as strong as the mountains.

It’s a little hopeless now.
Soon, I hope, I’ll still be able to find hope.

It’s a little tiring now.
Soon, I hope, I’ll be able to rest in paradise.

It’s a little late now.
Soon, I hope, I’ll be able to sleep through the night. 

When words are present, sin is not absent. Our words either lifts up or brings down an Individual…
Let your mouth brings life and not death to people around you,it’s really a good reflection for me over the week…
Knowing is not enough, you must do.Words are not credible over time if there is no change.
Sometimes, when things happened - there is always a reason …We all need some alone time to think about how much we’ve changed, how much we have sometimes take things for granted, how much we have not give thanks and feel grateful, how much of our negative thoughts ruin us, how much of our time is spent on useless activity, how much of our selfishness has hinder the needs of others… the list just go on and on… as our life goes on and on….

When words are present, sin is not absent. 
Our words either lifts up or brings down an Individual…

Let your mouth brings life and not death to people around you,
it’s really a good reflection for me over the week…

Knowing is not enough, you must do.
Words are not credible over time if there is no change.

Sometimes, when things happened - there is always a reason …
We all need some alone time to think about how much we’ve changed, how much we have sometimes take things for granted, how much we have not give thanks and feel grateful, how much of our negative thoughts ruin us, how much of our time is spent on useless activity, how much of our selfishness has hinder the needs of others… the list just go on and on… as our life goes on and on….

I haven’t been praying for the longest time, what will be the first word that I should say to you Lord? I’m really weak and tired

Yesterday was Valentine’s Day. My Parents knew I didn’t had a date. So Dad woke me up before he left for work and told me he is buying dinner home. After work, I went alone to ION to get my pair of leather sandals, I tried to ignore those lovely couples but they were everywhere. I ‘m really happy when I saw a rose on the table. It wasn’t for me but it’s for mummy! Dad bought a rose for her… I tease mum and she blushed. I’m very happy to know that although my dad wasn’t rich, he couldn’t afford a big bouquet of roses, he still loves my mum very much after all these years. Love Divine, True Love Waits

Yesterday was Valentine’s Day. My Parents knew I didn’t had a date. So Dad woke me up before he left for work and told me he is buying dinner home. After work, I went alone to ION to get my pair of leather sandals, I tried to ignore those lovely couples but they were everywhere. I ‘m really happy when I saw a rose on the table. It wasn’t for me but it’s for mummy! Dad bought a rose for her… I tease mum and she blushed. I’m very happy to know that although my dad wasn’t rich, he couldn’t afford a big bouquet of roses, he still loves my mum very much after all these years. Love Divine, True Love Waits

True love isn’t just expressed in passionately whispered words or an intimate kiss or an embrace; before two people are married, love is expressed in self control, patience, even words left unsaid - Joshua Harris

True love isn’t just expressed in passionately whispered words or an intimate kiss or an embrace; before two people are married, love is expressed in self control, patience, even words left unsaid - Joshua Harris

This Saturday, I got an invitation to a special sleep therapy from sister’s mother-in-law.I can’t wait to try it, I haven’t been really sleeping well, coz I’ve been dreaming a lot every night. I think my brain need a rest before it can function better after the new year break. Need to make some important decision, I’ll need a clear and sound mind.

This Saturday, I got an invitation to a special sleep therapy from sister’s mother-in-law.
I can’t wait to try it, I haven’t been really sleeping well, coz I’ve been dreaming a lot every night. I think my brain need a rest before it can function better after the new year break. Need to make some important decision, I’ll need a clear and sound mind.

Thinking if I should venture into design or not? If not my design diploma is really going to waste. My boss is asking me to think over it, he’s gonna help me find a better place if I really want to pursue it.

Thinking if I should venture into design or not? If not my design diploma is really going to waste. My boss is asking me to think over it, he’s gonna help me find a better place if I really want to pursue it.

My trials will soon be over, joy and happiness approaching as the sun rises in the morning. I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek - a humble spirit and a joyful heart so that I could live and help others. These struggles I knew not they were coming, they creep in as days past by so quickly. I knew not my heart is severely tired and weary, until those quietness confront me in tears on that cold rainy nights. If God is hearing, If my desires are right, If His time is right, I will trust and fear not.